I used push myself. I used to look at every new workout as a way to push myself. Push myself mentally or physically past what the mean voice in my head thought I was capable of. I used to. Now I'm playing it safe. If it looks or seems or has the potential to be "too hard" then I give up before I even begin. I feel like I can't. I convince myself that I'm not 'there' yet, that I'm not strong enough or fast enough or brave enough. I feel like I can't.... But somewhere in me I also know that I probably can. Result: guilt.
You only truly fail if you never try. I'm failing.
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